Helpless

Just gonna stand there & hear me cry
but it's not okay , because i'm hurting too much

I desperately had the urge to see him last night
I just wanted to run into his arms & save our relationship
I called everyone one i could think off to bring me to him
I literally shivered as i called, My drumming heartbeat
It was just a sudden urge, i felt like i could still save this

I didn't manage to see him, so i made a phone call
it was a very disappointing phone call. i tried
his words pulled me down, just so down
I totally lost hope in us
I felt so suffocated by all the pain

so helplessly suffering